Nice weekend..
This has been kinda of a nice weekend. Despite the terrible cold n headache n sore throat, yup, it has been nice.
Was almost dying on fri..but went through all my appts for the day after some persuasion from you.. Digressing for abit...i cant believe there's barely 1 week left before the financial year of 2010 ends! OMG! And im still abt 9k away! A great improvement from the initial 15k la..but oh God! 9k is still hUgE man! =s
Anyway on fri, u and D came over my place for dinner and to hang out. Cos 1stly i was kinda too ill to wanna hang out outside..and 2ndly i needed to finish up writing tt case so that u can pass the boss the nxt day..
And honestly, i really liked tt.. Just hanging out at home... Watching tv for abit..Eating dinner together.. If only the folks did not come home sooo early! But Funny part was the moments in the kitchen when u were heating up the food and cooking yr maggi.. hahah.. You know how much im willing to pay to just grow old with u, seeing you do tt in our own house??
Haiz...sometimes thinking these sort of things can make me sooo happy. But other times, it just gets me so bloody upset. Why? Cos i know that yr heart is still with her..
The only thing i still dun understand is why?!??! Maybe tts why they say love is blind?
I mean our conversations..our thoughts.. views of things in life..view of the future...expectations..ive never spoken to anyoNE..anyone be it female or male who have almost an 80% similarity of mindset as myself in the past 25years of my life!!! And im not even kidding abt tt!
Ok, my train of thought has been distracted cos im msging u right now...
Anyway all i wanna say is that this weekend has been kinda of nice... Kinda really stressed by the timeline n target n all tt shit..But what's different this year from the previous times when i was running for such thing is that there's YOU... n you really cannot imagine the amount of pressure you've somehow managed to remove from this situation by just being around.
Just knowing that u're running along side with me right now for MDC..and aso just being around to hear u complain or for me to complain to is just such comfort that i didnt have in the past. I mean i cldnt really complain to liv. abt such things previously..i mean i did but i cldnt complain too much cos she'll just ngiam back at me and tt wasnt what i wanted..
So yes...im really really glad that you're around..
k, im gonna cut this entry short cos i suddenly have the urge to go think up more ideas of how to clear the remainding amount..
But i'll end by saying that recently this thought came to mind...
"You're like a gift from Heaven and a curse from hell..."
mmmmm....
Was almost dying on fri..but went through all my appts for the day after some persuasion from you.. Digressing for abit...i cant believe there's barely 1 week left before the financial year of 2010 ends! OMG! And im still abt 9k away! A great improvement from the initial 15k la..but oh God! 9k is still hUgE man! =s
Anyway on fri, u and D came over my place for dinner and to hang out. Cos 1stly i was kinda too ill to wanna hang out outside..and 2ndly i needed to finish up writing tt case so that u can pass the boss the nxt day..
And honestly, i really liked tt.. Just hanging out at home... Watching tv for abit..Eating dinner together.. If only the folks did not come home sooo early! But Funny part was the moments in the kitchen when u were heating up the food and cooking yr maggi.. hahah.. You know how much im willing to pay to just grow old with u, seeing you do tt in our own house??
Haiz...sometimes thinking these sort of things can make me sooo happy. But other times, it just gets me so bloody upset. Why? Cos i know that yr heart is still with her..
The only thing i still dun understand is why?!??! Maybe tts why they say love is blind?
I mean our conversations..our thoughts.. views of things in life..view of the future...expectations..ive never spoken to anyoNE..anyone be it female or male who have almost an 80% similarity of mindset as myself in the past 25years of my life!!! And im not even kidding abt tt!
Ok, my train of thought has been distracted cos im msging u right now...
Anyway all i wanna say is that this weekend has been kinda of nice... Kinda really stressed by the timeline n target n all tt shit..But what's different this year from the previous times when i was running for such thing is that there's YOU... n you really cannot imagine the amount of pressure you've somehow managed to remove from this situation by just being around.
Just knowing that u're running along side with me right now for MDC..and aso just being around to hear u complain or for me to complain to is just such comfort that i didnt have in the past. I mean i cldnt really complain to liv. abt such things previously..i mean i did but i cldnt complain too much cos she'll just ngiam back at me and tt wasnt what i wanted..
So yes...im really really glad that you're around..
k, im gonna cut this entry short cos i suddenly have the urge to go think up more ideas of how to clear the remainding amount..
But i'll end by saying that recently this thought came to mind...
"You're like a gift from Heaven and a curse from hell..."
mmmmm....
posted by Joyz at 5:06 AM
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