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I want to go into this long-winded entry about what happened 2 days back..monday night to be exact.. But im currently in NP and i sort of think i'll end up crying if i really go into details..

So will save typing tt entry till a more suitable time..

But in a gist, i sort of admitted to him tt i fancy him.,And in a gist, he is still with his gf.. Bloody hell..

We're still in contact. Like though i have not seen him in person since the msg exchange, because he was on course n stuff, we have msged each other since tt dreadful night..

Oh well.. im still keen to see what's his first response is gonna be like when we meet after tt msg..Wonder if i'll see him later...

Anyway heart is still aching like fuck..Left side of chest feels sore n painful..Hurt it.

Kinda hope tt he'll bring up the topic soon.. I really have soooo much i wanna say..in person..
On another note, i hope he quarrels with jess again soon.. A nice big one will be nice too..Then i'll have lots to say abt tt too! haha..

According to mich, everyone has a right to declare their feelings to another person. If there is already something wrong in tt relationship, the person will consider. If not, then there wun even be a chance at all right?

And so tts also why i wanna help 'put a test to their relationship'. If he's not right for her, then it shldnt get delayed till marriage then end up in divorce wad...see,im not a mean person. In fact im doing them a favour lo...hmmpphh...

Dont judge me...