Sick..MC..

Im on MC today.. Feeling much much better now after 2 full days of sleep.. Seriously didnt know im capable of doing that..

Have i been sooo lacked of sleep? Pure lazy? I think it's the former la.. too much playing and messed up thoughts these past few weeks n months..

Anyway till now, 7pm, u bloody unconcerned fellow still haven msg me to see if im alright..or just to check in on me.. why why why?!??!!??1 Friend aso dun need to be like tt mah...Check in with a simple msg like 'Better?'..just ONE word aso cannot meh?

Oh God, please... i just want 1 msg from him tonight.. Why? Just so that i know he cares for me..as a friend..i know it's nothing more than that.. I may be blinded by my love for him, but im not dumb.. Not dumb enough to not be clear that he doesnt like me in the 'romantic' sense..


So God please...as the Bang is going on in the background, i apologise for not being able to fast these past few days..I pray that i'll recover soon.. And i pray that You'll spark a thought into his mind to msg me to see how im doing..

It's very simple..Please. Please answer this simple prayer of mine... Ameen...