Still shitty

As if things cant get any worse, my first msg today came frm a client saying that he wants to stop his policy.

Which also means my persistancy wld be hit badly. Which ALSO means that i can dun bother to run sooooo hard for the award le. Cos sure hit till i below the acceptable limit.

Haizz..Thinking and hoping that wat i have to recommend him will save this case. Partially i dun really wish to face such shit now. Esp sooOOO close to the end. And aso .... I dunno la.. Just getting real pissed and down..

Cant understand why i have to face this kind of misery every alternate month! The good months never seem long enough for me to enjoy. But the bad ones seem to go on forever!

Not forgetting with all the terrible things that will happen tt month too! Feel like shit la.. I just want nov. to come soon...

Getting fed up..Dun wanna cry infront of E again. But i think i will.


Darn~