Hari raya 'break'

Tmr is HARI RAYA!!!!!! =D


Didnt have to go in office today. =D

But u know wat...Even if they say dun have to go in, they still expect you to work you know! Let's see them working on the EVE of Chinese New Year!!! ka pui~

Everything's about production..FYP...Lives... aaarrghHHHhhh!!!

I cant complain to anyone cos everyone else either thinks that im in the wrong industry and cant wait for me to get out or they are IN the industry and so try to convince me that it's only difficult in the start.

And so i come here to rant on and on...THis place has been a great reliever to me for the past few months. Im real happy for such an existance.

So though it's an eve of a PH, i have tons of undone things yet i feel no urgency to do any of them. Alright, some are really urgent kind. Which are becoming more serious by the day..Yet, there's still that reluctance to do anything about it. Somebody kick me in the ass man!!!

I just hate it how it's endless work.. U just keep doing and doing and doing.. Only to really love the little breaks you'll get in between.. Then u go back to repeating and doing and doing and doing and doing..............

One thing i realised though is that it's the people who u interact with that really makes u feel that it's sometimes all worth it.

But i guess when things are going good..Such thoughts wun even enter my mind. And it's when im facing real shit or when things start to get piled up that i start thinking all these negatives thoughts and how nice it's like to laze around and do nothing.

Take today for example..WOke up at 2+PM!! (amazed by myself..but have to remember that i woke at 4+ to eat ah) Then lazed ard before lying infront of the tv...TV hopped for a few hrs. Decided to prevent getting scolded later,went to sweep the floor. Then now infront of the laptop typing away while listening to my bf sing.. Ahhh... Pure pleasure.

However all along in the back of my mind, the constant nudging of the medical tt im yet to set an appt for, the cases that im yet to write up, the confirmation of whether tt person wants it..All these have been shadowing over all the happy moments..I HATE IT!!!!!

But of cos there were times when ive enjoyed with nothing to worry about. But thereafter the thought of going back to work was like --____--- .......... Was screaming 'someone saVEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

K la..gtg now..break fast time coming soon...tata

Selamat Hari Raya...