it's been this long?!?!?

I cant believe it's been soooo long since ive updated this blog. I really cant rmb the reason why!??!

I know there was a period where i believed that everytime after i entered an entry here, something unpleasant will follow. But why do i have the thinking that that period just happened not long ago???

Anyway i just had one week off. Note that im speaking in past tense already though friday isnt really over yet. Or hasnt even begin to start with. But it's been sooo quick that before i knw it, it's friDAY!! Freaking last day.

Ok, technically we dun start till monday. But im just sick with the fact that though i told myself (and everyone else!) that this so-called 'leave' which the big boss gave would only mean that i dun have to go into office everyday. But i'll still go for my appts as usual. However with the weather (great one i must add!!!), the lousy appointment set-up and basically the laziness of the bones, i have done almost NOTHING this whOLE week!!

Alright, did go for an appt here n there. But other than that ..zilch~

What happened to the cleaning the car interior..clearing the boxes..cleaning out my office table..filing the documents! (omg. dun even get me started on the mess i have in my cupboard! if they know what's in there, im dead. Serious.)

Haiz..anyway, tmr's friday. Gonna hopefully start my engines working. Go into office. Do up a few stuff. Probably clean the car on sat or something..

I feel sooo lost in this sudden one week of short-lived freedom. Sudden cause i didnt intend on slacking this week. I sooo wanna hit the target. But as so it seems currently, the chances are closer to not getting it. ~sighz~

The First Fall.

Maybe that's how i'll rmb this year-end's failure.