Sunday, January 28, 2007

WHen will this end??

Realise a trend.

I only blog like nobody's business on lousy months. And so i'll hardly remember anything from my good months. But really lah, this month is going nowhere.

You know. Ive been thinking.. It's one thing to go through bad times when all u ever experienced before were the good ones COMPARED to never experiencing how good times feel.

I mean personal records, ive achieved 11-12 lives in a month before..And so now to have like 4-5 lives in a month,i cant help but feel like crap~! I mean there i was, telling da lao ban that my average per month is 6-7. Wtf man!!!!

SoooOOOOoo gonna get it frm him tmr man!

ANd where am i right now? At hoME!!! WAiting for my appt. But if my guts tell me right, it's gonna be postponed! GTH la..

Im sooOOOO fan! Soo many things to think about. I really need to get on the ball man! If only everyone else will cooperate. Just answer the bloody call bastards!!!

Btw on a different note, im also not really tt happy with 2 ppl on my team and tt same one on the other side. Cant be any bothered with the one on the other side. But it's those i have to face everyday who i cant stand anymore!

Sooooo bloody secretive! I mean like if u wanna talk abt something that u dun wan others to know, then DUN BLOODY TALK INFRONT OF THEM LAH!!!! I mean didnt anybody ever told u it's rude to whisper!! once again, GTH la!

Im in such a pissed off bad mood...Think im capturing tooo much negative energy. Arrghhh!!! If u can see me right now, im looking very normal with a bo chap look on my face. But deep down inside, im crumpling to pieces.

God help me!


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