Still feeling lousy

*sighz*


Im in such a lousy mood. Feeling cranky all the time. Perhaps i can put the blame on the hormones. Or maybe even PMS...

But in honest fact, this month is going bad. B-A-D!!

Not even up to standard. MY standard. There are factors which i can blame everything on.. But i think pushing the blame wouldnt work. So thinking deeper, i realised ive been slacking in one area. That is the collection of leads.

Used to be able to do many in one session. Now standard has dropped to about less than half of the past! Lazy? Perhaps. Complacent? Lose of enthu?

Oh well... I go on and on about it. Really need to improve in that area! No use improving in closing ratio but being lazy in the gathering of leads. THus have lesser to meet. All goes around in a circle.

~Bleh~

Feeling lousy la...Past week was pure waste of time. This week lots of 'go-back-thinkers' . . . . -GaH-

Wun give up. Have to just work harder!! God, grant me the energy! Remove the evil of those who look upon with jealousy. Give me strength.

Ameen. . . .