Mixed feelings

He's coming to Singapore tmr!!!!!!!

I feel excited but somehow that excitment is numbed by the fact that we may not even meet!

He may have forgotten about us already..And thus not come onshore. Or even remember to msg us.

I feel like crap right now. Firstly cos this laptop is giving problems after reformatting it yesterday. Feeling helpless cos i cant d/l any antivirus software.
Hate u virus starters!!!! GTH!!!!

Secondly all these rain is making me feel nice and comfy. But thoughts always go back to the fact that this weather would be even better if im in the arms of someone.

Thirdly, facing alot of parental objections with all the cases ive been closing. Close le then withdraw close le then withdraw. Such a burst of bubble man!!! Im pissed la!!!!

Haven closed a proper case since i got back. Pending ones all haven clear aso..Grrr...Soooo many overdue payments too. Fed-up la~!!!

I miss him..

Oh God, can you let me see him again one more time tmr? Please?
It's not even something impossible. Please???? Can u allow us to meet up again?
Oh God, please grant my prayer... Ameen