Love Sick

Am blogging in a hurry cos sis wanna use the laptop.

Well, was missing for quite some time here cos went for a short holiday. Prior to that was busy trying to hit my target so that i didnt have to pay for the trip.

Ended up hitting it..But as a result causing others to have a higher expectation of me this month!!!! ahhhHHHhHhhh!!!! As it is, the past 2 days since i came back was noOT a good one!
Haiz..

Feels like a long loooonng month ahead! Somehow got the feeling that this month is going mimic my 2nd month. L-O-U-S-Y !! Bleh~

Anyway through the short 4 days trip, i think i fell for someone deeper than i thought i would. I mean he did catch my notice even BEFORE the trip la. But due to factors, i never had much chance to actually speak to him during work.

But really got to know him a little more during the trip. And it was nice. I actually felt comfortable around him. Instead of the usual weird/shy feelings i get with the 'others'. I really wish i could talk more about him. Even write his name out here. But i know i shldnt. Cos as with all my previous crushes, this one would most likely end up to be nothing more than a broken heart and too many wasted moments thinking about him.

So while i 'enjoy' the feeling of being love sick and at the same time reaal desperate to hit targets at work, i hope i can get through this month in good health, proper mind and at least close to my targets.

Please God, give me the strength in heart and mind to carry out the tasks laid before me. Give me the energy to get through each day. Give me the wisdom to solve the difficulties. Give me the patience to tahan other people's nonsense. Give me the love to stop my heart from falling too deep into him. Ameen.