Down in luck
This blog will most likely contain no pictures. Nothing funny. And would be totally boring.
So if u're reading this now, this blog wld bring you nothing you are looking for.
In fact, the only reason why ive set up this separate blog is out of the total frustration im feeling from work. I badly need an outlet and decided that though this is definately NOT the best way, im gonna still go ahead with it cos it's a hell lot cheaper than seeing a shrink!
Alright, so here's where i start pouring out my troubles.
IM SAD!! FRUSTRATED!!! IRRITATED!!!! DESPERATE!!!! and everything other emotion in between!!!! I soooooo need to scream! shout or do something abt it!!!!! ahhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is only my 2nd month at work. But what he expects out of me is like sky-high!!! Alright, maybe not tt unachieveable for someone else. But for me, it IS!! I dun have family member or relatives or friends for tt matter who are willing to show me their support! And i superly pissed by that!!!!! I feel so damn bloody stranded.
Yea, last month was a sort of good month for me..But in the last 10days..no, make it 11..I have not closed a SINGLE deal!!!!! And that is definately getting to me! I have targets to hit. Amounts to meet. But im nowhere near them now! And he keeps pushing and pushing and pushing. I ReallY REALLY wanna do it. But i cant seem to get anywhere near!!
It's not that im not trying know! I really hope he doesnt see it that way! Im doing all that i shld do. But so far, it just seems as if my luck has ran out! Nothing in 11 days! Hah! Im sooo fucking dead when he asks for an update tmr. So dead!
It's not that i dun wanna do something for the agency in this time of need. But somehow i cant seem to get out of this shit hole!
MuSt be that blind man's curse!!!! It soooo has to be man!!!! aARghhHHH... LET ME GO!!!! TAKE AWAY THAT CURSE!!!! I MEANT NO HARM. WHO ASK U DidNT GIVE US THE MONEY TO BUY WHAT U WANTED!!!!!!! I CLD HAVE EVEN NOT OFFERED MY HELP IN THE START K!!! LIFT THIS BLOODY CURSE OF ME!!
k, i cant take this no longer. I really need to find a way to release this pressure. Drinking sure wldnt help. Chocolates might. Temporary though. FOrsee another crying session tonight. Swollen eyes tmr. Arrghhh..i wish i live near the beach. Wanna scream. Need ta screaM!
Oh God, please help me. Please help me out of this tough time. Make me a stronger person.
Great! Just received a msg frm a confirmed-will-buy client that he cant meet me 2nite!!! JUST FUCKING GREAT!!!!
BYE BYE to my $2000 fyp target for the weekend! I need a punching bag!
So if u're reading this now, this blog wld bring you nothing you are looking for.
In fact, the only reason why ive set up this separate blog is out of the total frustration im feeling from work. I badly need an outlet and decided that though this is definately NOT the best way, im gonna still go ahead with it cos it's a hell lot cheaper than seeing a shrink!
Alright, so here's where i start pouring out my troubles.
IM SAD!! FRUSTRATED!!! IRRITATED!!!! DESPERATE!!!! and everything other emotion in between!!!! I soooooo need to scream! shout or do something abt it!!!!! ahhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is only my 2nd month at work. But what he expects out of me is like sky-high!!! Alright, maybe not tt unachieveable for someone else. But for me, it IS!! I dun have family member or relatives or friends for tt matter who are willing to show me their support! And i superly pissed by that!!!!! I feel so damn bloody stranded.
Yea, last month was a sort of good month for me..But in the last 10days..no, make it 11..I have not closed a SINGLE deal!!!!! And that is definately getting to me! I have targets to hit. Amounts to meet. But im nowhere near them now! And he keeps pushing and pushing and pushing. I ReallY REALLY wanna do it. But i cant seem to get anywhere near!!
It's not that im not trying know! I really hope he doesnt see it that way! Im doing all that i shld do. But so far, it just seems as if my luck has ran out! Nothing in 11 days! Hah! Im sooo fucking dead when he asks for an update tmr. So dead!
It's not that i dun wanna do something for the agency in this time of need. But somehow i cant seem to get out of this shit hole!
MuSt be that blind man's curse!!!! It soooo has to be man!!!! aARghhHHH... LET ME GO!!!! TAKE AWAY THAT CURSE!!!! I MEANT NO HARM. WHO ASK U DidNT GIVE US THE MONEY TO BUY WHAT U WANTED!!!!!!! I CLD HAVE EVEN NOT OFFERED MY HELP IN THE START K!!! LIFT THIS BLOODY CURSE OF ME!!
k, i cant take this no longer. I really need to find a way to release this pressure. Drinking sure wldnt help. Chocolates might. Temporary though. FOrsee another crying session tonight. Swollen eyes tmr. Arrghhh..i wish i live near the beach. Wanna scream. Need ta screaM!
Oh God, please help me. Please help me out of this tough time. Make me a stronger person.
Great! Just received a msg frm a confirmed-will-buy client that he cant meet me 2nite!!! JUST FUCKING GREAT!!!!
BYE BYE to my $2000 fyp target for the weekend! I need a punching bag!
posted by Joyz at 2:55 AM
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