For the past 2 nights, i have been getting dreams about my two ex-crushes.
The 1st night, it was of G. That one was damn heart-wrenching. The feeling of his arms around me felt soooOOO real!! Until the moment when i suddenly realised that i was dreaming.
At that point of time, i was like desperately trying to hold on to the last minute of pure pleasure! Waking up was real crap that morning. Having to come to reality that he was never mine. And what happened a few minutes ago would most likely NEVER come through.
Cant believe i still feel something for him! Then again it was a love-hate feeling i had for him for like TWO bloody years plus man! Practically my whole poly years were 'spent' on him! HAizz... I wish for him to see me one of these days when im looking my best! Wish for him to regret not making a move back then..heeheh..
2nd night dream was abt alwyn. Pretty surprising cos he never ...hmm.. i dunno...was just pretty surprised to dream about him! But dream was alright la.. Wasnt as heart-breaking as the one with G. DAMN~
WHo aM i gonNa dream of laTer?? hahha... Clement (my sec 1 & 2 failed love)??
The 1st night, it was of G. That one was damn heart-wrenching. The feeling of his arms around me felt soooOOO real!! Until the moment when i suddenly realised that i was dreaming.
At that point of time, i was like desperately trying to hold on to the last minute of pure pleasure! Waking up was real crap that morning. Having to come to reality that he was never mine. And what happened a few minutes ago would most likely NEVER come through.
Cant believe i still feel something for him! Then again it was a love-hate feeling i had for him for like TWO bloody years plus man! Practically my whole poly years were 'spent' on him! HAizz... I wish for him to see me one of these days when im looking my best! Wish for him to regret not making a move back then..heeheh..
2nd night dream was abt alwyn. Pretty surprising cos he never ...hmm.. i dunno...was just pretty surprised to dream about him! But dream was alright la.. Wasnt as heart-breaking as the one with G. DAMN~
WHo aM i gonNa dream of laTer?? hahha... Clement (my sec 1 & 2 failed love)??
posted by Joyz at 11:29 PM
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Hei Da Voice,
Dropped into your blog accidently., was searching for something... any way intersting though... Yes very true isnt it blogs are a place where you can open up and strangers drop into say exciting write up. Keep it up.,
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