My Old Love

I went to a friend's bday party yesterday. Met a lot of faces who ive not seen in quite a while.
Some ive not even met since sec graduation day!! That's like 4yrs +!!!! Wow...time sure gets by quickly!!

Anyway, quite a number of them look very different from sec sch time. All for the better i suppose. Bday boy lost quite a lot of weight through army. Looking much better too!

Had comments about myself looking good too! =D heheh...*pats self on the back*

Though have been eating all sort of stuff recently! Bad bad.. Starting to put on weight again!! Will cut down le...

Btw something happened during photo taking. If tt same thing happened to me about 7 years back, i wld have probably still be in a gleefully mad mood right now. But as of now, i am more or less indifferent to tt thing.

But i suppose me typing an entry about it still means something.

Well, for the first time ever since i know him..We took a pix together where he put his arm around my shoulder. Ya yah, i know i know. This isnt anything big. But as i said, if this happened 7yrs ago, i would probably be smiling like mad right now!

I believe tt gesture wasnt supposed to mean anything by him. But then again, somehow tt action made me think back of the days when i would do anything JUST to have him put his arm ard my shoulder.

Hahahha....Those were the crazy an lian-ing days! Glad haven been in one for months! Life is soo much happier this way. When u dun feel all affected by what and how tt person thinks of you. Your every move infront of tt person. Every thing u do seem to be somehow related to tt person.

Phew! Im glad of my life for now!

Hahah.. Well, just wanted to note tt im also still veryYYYYY far behind my target for work. Not even anywhere close. And instead of thinking of a plan for now, im typing this here! So in deep shit!

Gotta think gotta think.....how how how.......



(p.s. I think maybe deep deep deep down inside, i still do have something for him. My first true crush. Haizz..Unreturned love! Sure hurts! hahah)