Emotional switch
The 10days that i was away in bali for DWD followed by a short trip, i feel that some things have changed between us.
Emotionally i know that i still like u alot..A.L.O.T But through the course, ive also learnt that loving you doesnt mean tt i have to date u.
As pathetic and loser-ish as that may sound..I still do love the way u make me feel.I love the lame jokes u say. I love the way u make u laugh. The way u sense when im unhappy and try to make it better. I love the way how u know when im pissed with u so u just shut up and let me calm down 1st..I love how i can make u laugh and feel shy sometimes..I love u in many ways for many reasons..
But now i'll still show concern for u. The difference is now not so much on expecting the same treatment back from u. I love u for being my friend. I love u as a person.Just a coincidence that u're a guy i guess.
Anyway,it seems u're dead set on buying tt house u keep talking abt. Im concerned..Really concerned because i really dun feel that u're ready financially to do so at this point of time.
Everytime u say something abt the house,i go really quiet. I think u may take it tt im unhappy that u're really settling down with her le. And i DID feel that way. I still do a little now. However now it's more because of the financial commitment tt u're gonna put yrself into that makes me quiet. Im worried for u. I don't want u to go through the same financial emotional pain that im facing right now! And mine is over a car! Imagine yours will be a hoUSE!
I think i really need to talk to u abt it soon. But i guess it'll be more out of concern than anything else. If u're really getting married to her, i guess as a friend, all i can say is i hope everything works out well between u 2.
Oh well, i need to go plan how to win this work challenge that i now have with u le..roar! =)
Emotionally i know that i still like u alot..A.L.O.T But through the course, ive also learnt that loving you doesnt mean tt i have to date u.
As pathetic and loser-ish as that may sound..I still do love the way u make me feel.I love the lame jokes u say. I love the way u make u laugh. The way u sense when im unhappy and try to make it better. I love the way how u know when im pissed with u so u just shut up and let me calm down 1st..I love how i can make u laugh and feel shy sometimes..I love u in many ways for many reasons..
But now i'll still show concern for u. The difference is now not so much on expecting the same treatment back from u. I love u for being my friend. I love u as a person.Just a coincidence that u're a guy i guess.
Anyway,it seems u're dead set on buying tt house u keep talking abt. Im concerned..Really concerned because i really dun feel that u're ready financially to do so at this point of time.
Everytime u say something abt the house,i go really quiet. I think u may take it tt im unhappy that u're really settling down with her le. And i DID feel that way. I still do a little now. However now it's more because of the financial commitment tt u're gonna put yrself into that makes me quiet. Im worried for u. I don't want u to go through the same financial emotional pain that im facing right now! And mine is over a car! Imagine yours will be a hoUSE!
I think i really need to talk to u abt it soon. But i guess it'll be more out of concern than anything else. If u're really getting married to her, i guess as a friend, all i can say is i hope everything works out well between u 2.
Oh well, i need to go plan how to win this work challenge that i now have with u le..roar! =)
posted by Joyz at 8:35 PM
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