Need bf....

Now time is around 9.45pm.. On a nice sunday nite like this, im sitting alone in a cold cold Coffee place waiting for a very late appt... Haizz. So sad.

Although i keep insisting that jielun loves me,deep deep down inside i know he does, but now sitting here in such cold, somehow cant help but feel kinda sad.

The feeling of 'lost'? THe feeling of wanting someone to be by my side whenever im free?

Haizz..i really think that it'll be really difficult to be in a relationship. Or rather have a relationship that works. Imagine on a nice sunday like this, i still have to work a good part of it. But what to do? If i want the weekend to have good production, i either have to work like mad on fri or make saturday and sunday happening!

How to be in a relationship like that? Which guy is willing to wait hours till the time im free or follow me around for my appt and wait till im done?!??!! They will have their own life man! Haiz, so young yet destined to be single?!?

Sad sad sad.

Guess the cold really can make one feel really negative and accentuates the feeling of misery!

I NEED MY BF!!!! I NEED MY JIELUN!!!! When can i next see you again!!!??!?! I miss you.

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